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THE JOURNEY
of how far we came, in words of mine.

It was all in His plans for me to study in Sydney. Now that I'm here, it's up to me to shine His light.

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FLY AWAY TO SYD
on the journey to Sydney.

4 years in Sydney is an awefully long time.
Catch me before I fly away, cause I'm having the time of my life.
Friends come and go, but the close ones never part irregardless of the distance.


Friday, March 25, 2005
01:13

the new term started on monday.
it was officially the last day of the first three months.
basically, i didn go for the physics lesson in the morning, and subsequently didn go for the remaining physics lesson.
msged belle, and i decided to leave school early with her. steph followed too. :)
bus-ed down to belle's house. talked and sleep.
went for sn training after tht, tho i initially planned not to do vigoriously exercise so soon.
had a drink at taohui with yannyee after trg.
talked to her. and it was great.
but i was biten my mosquitoes. like seven bites on one leg.


tues was a shit day. had to travel here and there to settle the appeal thingy.
then i didn have the mood to go home.
went to trish's house to have dinner and watch barber shop 2.


wed was an even sulkier day. had orientation 2.
bought the uniform. :)
left during lunch with belle, even before the official programme started.
bus-ed down to sba to watch the pilot pen individual finals.
bought the F1 Racing magazine from the petrol station. damn expensive.
but heh, once in a while doesnt hurt.
and i found another F1 fan, which is yulin!
had training at sbh after the finals.
talked after trg. went to the coffeeshop with sam to drink.
left quite late to head home for dinner.


didn go school today.
decided to pon long ago.
think tht was the only thing tht made me happy. :)
saw the doctor, like finally.
given antibiotics, which was wht i needed badly.
continued to read my magazine, but i'm only halfway thru after one whole day of reading.
actually, i slept the whole afternoon after eating medicine.
since the magazine was so expensive, its only right tht i eread every singles word tht's written in it! -laughs-
oh, and the cough syrup the doctor gave me is green in colour. saw it and i felt like puking.
it wasnt the usual pink or dark brown one, which was considered bad enough.
bleahs.
and he gave me a big bottle of it. -faints-


my brothers bought a new computer, with the sponsorship of my mom.
and stupid me decided not to invest in it at all cause i have my own computer.
but amazingly, my computer is officially down.
bleahs. so i kinda have to beg them to let me use their computer.
feeling so embarrassed larr.


lots have been happening recently.
but i dont have the guts to sit down and slowly reflect on everything.
coward me!
hoping tht all my friends' appeal get through, and tht they can go to whtever jc they wna go!
i'll be praying for you! :)


Sunday, March 13, 2005
02:48

flag day was a bore!
i could have just gone for trg and not waste my time in town. sheesh. sold flags, which were pathetic. collected very little. did only two out of the six hours. had breakfast at subway with matt, terrace and steph. headed down to plaza sing. the crowd in ps were far more generous than those in orchard. -shakes head- the few of us were super noisy at mos. literally drove some customers away. oops.


met up with the rest of the class back at the station. hung around while many left. ate at taka. bumped into sam and liying. mrt-ed home. boring day. left the house one hour later to meet up with my darling adele. was late as usual. -laughs- its becoming a habit alr. talked and ate at pastamania in cine. there goes my plans for dieting and cutting down weight. sheesh. i had better do some jogging soon.


missed the last bus at yck mrt. expected. well, the good news is i'm gna get my long-awaited bag on monday. hooray! :))


Happy Seventeen Birthday, Desmond (Dezmond)! my buddy (:


Thursday, March 10, 2005
01:36

coughing my lungs out now. and my nose is not getting any better. -whines- i need to be pampered right now!


had full day off on monday. cause of the good vj results. and all i did the whole day was training and more trainings. right after assembly, had mr goh's training. as usual, his trg was quite rubbishy. -laughs- headed down to bedok for lunch with sam, belle, sulin. studied a little. bought newspaper and read. bus-ed to tk for training. the whole trg was just games. quite sian. but i felt happy. :))


grandma came over for dinner today. felt bad tht i didn visit her for so long. she seems older and weaker. she said tht my new hairstyle was nice! :)) and tht i'm prettier and slimmer. hahas. i shall work harder and try to achieve my ideal weight soon!! which is 53kg. right now, i dont even dare to weigh myself!!


didn play properly at training today. dno wht's gotten into me. hopefully i'll play better soon and be more focused! dont want to sell flags on saturday. but i dont seem to have a choice. bleahs. i;m tired and exhuasted. ciaos-


oh! my juniors are meeting tk on april's fool day. and its a friday. which means i can go down to support. but its at jurong east. -pouts-


Monday, March 07, 2005
00:52

just watched moulin rouge on tv and it nvr fails to melt my heart. -awww- "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." makes me rememeber the time when i was in sec one. was so infatuated with the show!


watched hitch the other day with steph, shuqi and yuyan. cut my hair too. super punky now. they chose it for me. mom doesnt really like it. -laughs- oh wells.


trg on sat was tough. i'm referring to the footworks we had for one hour. suffering from muscles aches now. the whole body! sheesh. went for meibei's 21st birthday party in the evening. met up with old friends and talked. but i was sick. block nose. cunt even breathe properly. had fever tht night. sigh. i'm always sick.


Wednesday, March 02, 2005
03:02

tht day has fianlly arrived. and i finally got my ass down to blogging again. seriously, i really hated yesterday. and today. took back my results eaterday. guess tht some of you are interested or concerned bout me. well, the only think i have on my mind now is to screwed the english marker from cambridge. yes. the only subject i screwed and pulled me down is english. how wonderful.


i'm just gna curse he/she everyday. it just doesn make sense. my cousin who is seriously good in english also got the same grade as me. 6. the whole exam is just very screwy. when i first looked at my result. i started crying. thankfully, valen was there to hug me and cheer me up. gee. cried again when i called my mom.


pebbs and yupei followed me down to vj to settle some appeal stuff. didn stay for trg. bus-ed to town with them. caught a movie, hide and seek. they stupidly wanted to watch some scary movie to scare all their unhappy thoughts away. super waste money! cuase like half the time i was covering my eyes and msging instead of looking at the screen.


ate again after the movie! sheesh. got a clique ring, instead of the initially planned bracelet or anklet. reached home at 1130. and my mom thot i didn have the guts to go home. wht the hell.


today is another horrid day. was supposed to meet my class at nydc suntec. but something cropped up at home. didn have the mood to go out after tht. sigh. is it really tht coincidental. why do unfortunate things happen just i'm alone at home with you? somehow, i feel as tho i cant breathe any longer. its just too tormenting. i do have a weak heart. just as i thought things were getting better, it just collasped on me again. esp when these things happen, i'm the only one at home. the only one to face it. not many seventeen year olds can face such burden and pressure.